9-4-2026

I think being unmedicated with adhd is possibly ruining my life. like my life is not the worst, but i feel so immature and like everyday i'm pretending my way though being an adult.

I also dislike the comedown from being really focused on something, because hindsight always reveals to me that I was focused on the wrong thing. My fleeting passion does not bear any fruits. Im like a tree that tries to grow leaves in the winter.

note: become more mindful, move with intent